Pjol
March 19th, 2024

Indecisiveness

I know that i am a procrastinator and i also know that i´ve become very indecisive with the smallest random things the older i´ve become. I have done absolutely zero research on this so i do not not if there is any correlation between these two. 
Anyhoo, today i stood for a good 15-20 minutes at the local mall just watching people pass me by as i scrolled through my Mastodon feed while trying to decide if i should go and get a coffee or just go back home. I left home to get some coffee and get a brief change of scenery now that i work full-time from home. 

Well, i finally did walk over to one of the coffee shops and ordered a cappuccino and sat down and enjoyed it. So that´s a win for sure!  

Actually making a decision and following through, no matter how small always gives me a good boost for the rest of the day and this is something i try to remind myself as often as possible. 

I do recognize that this indecisiveness has gotten way worse these past three months that i have been working full-time from home so i will have to be mindful of this.